Sunday, August 22, 2010


Sometimes so easily we forget how much we worth ....
as an individualistic being ...

Today i was fasting ... near Iftar listened to a special old prayer we used to listen in Iran from Shajarian ... the pray is very sad and nostalgic ... it calls God to forgive and peace .... endlessly so beautiful ....

I remembered difficult times i had ... alone and separated coming back from school in cold nights by public dirty buses ... and this prayer was always with me from nearest mosque on my way back to home ...

how could i forget that? we raised with pain and tear ... how could i deny that?

we are addicted to our tears ... and at some point you will love your tears honestly ...

Thursday, August 19, 2010


















عصرپنجشنبه است ... امروز روزه گرفتم ... و امشب مهمون داریم ...
از سرکار اومدم خونه .. معمولا دو سه ساعتی تنها هستم و میرم توی دنیای خودم ...

داشتم ابروهام رو برمیداشتم که یاد دورانی که توی شرکت کاوش کار میکردم افتادم ...
من دانشجو بودم و بیشتر عصرها تا دیرقت می موندم شرکت ... بیشتر بچه های شرکت هم خصوصا بچه های بخش مهندسی هم به دلیل کار زیاد تا دیر وقت میموندند ... و همگی با هم افطار میکردیم ...

آقای داج خوش نزدیکهای افطار میرفت یک عالمه چیزهای خوشمزه میگرفت ...
نون بربری فانتزی و پنیرو شکلات صبحانه ...

همه دور میز اتاق ناهار خوری جمع می شدیم و باهم افطار باز میکردیم ...

چقدر کیف میداد ... چقدر گرسنه بودم و خجالت می کشیدم زیاد بخورم ...

وقتی اینها رو توی ذهنم مرور میکردم ... بهم گفت ...

می بینی یگانه چقدر زندگی قشنگه ... می بینی؟

No matter what you have been through ... lose or win so far ...
it's you who matters ... it's you who give meaning to the whole universe ... it's all about you not about your environment ...


Sunday, August 15, 2010

The shift


I feel connected
I feel blessed

There is a place deep in us that wants to be fulfilled...
Someone's life has profoundly touched because of my existence....
It's not about age ... where ever you are at what ever age, you are about a thought a way to change your life ....


Friday, August 13, 2010

My personal paradise ...














Today i found one of my friends in FB, she had some photos from Alaska ... a place i always dream to live there ...

i closed my eyes and i pictured myself there ...
a tiny voice talked to me ...

do you need a Alaska to feel me?!