Sunday, December 31, 2006


خالم توی اتاق نشسته بود داشت دعای روز عرفه رو با تلویزیون می خوند ... خیلی صبر کردم ولی تموم نشد ... با غرغر بهش گفتم خاله بیا ... بسه دیگه
گفت : بیا اینجا .. این آخرشو با من بخون
رفتم پیشش نشستم و دعا رو با هم خوندیم
اینجاشو دوست داشتم که با هم می خوندیم :



یا اسمع السامعین یا ابصر الناظرین یا اسرع الحاسبین و یا ارحم الراحمین

Saturday, December 30, 2006


دو رکعت نماز عشق خواندم به یاد تو
تویی که تاریکترین سایه های وجودم را نشانه گرفتی
دیگر نمی توانم کسی را قضاوت کنم
خود گناهکارترینم

Wednesday, December 27, 2006


I know ...
You are here with me
In every breath
In every twinkle
In every sparkle

I can touch the sky
I know that...

Sunday, December 24, 2006

From Tao Te Ching


چه تفاوتی میان شکست و پیروزی وجود دارد؟
چه تفاوتی میان بله و نه وجود دارد؟
آیا تو هم باید آن چه دیگران مهم می دانند، مهم بدانی ؟
دیگران می درخشند
فقط من نوری ندارم
دیگران باهوشند
فقط من گنگ هستم
دیگران هدفی دارند
فقط من نمی دانم

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Christmas

This post has dedicated to my special Indian Christan friend, Tom
He studied International Law in law department at Warwick University.... I do not have his email...

Tom, I can feel you behind my blog ... even without any comment...

Thank you...

Let me know if you don't have the new album!


Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me





Lithium
Evanescence

Friday, December 22, 2006


Living...

It's not all about completion
It's all about you
and only You

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I searched so much for the exact translation from Ayn Rand,
I found something better...:p

To say "I love you" one must first be able to say the "I."

Ayn Rand


شادی من کدام است اگر تمام دستها،
حتا دستهای ناپاک بتوانند آلوده اش کنند

این راند

Monday, December 18, 2006


18 December Monday at 3:00
Today is quiet rainy ...
You can feel autumn completely...
I am going to take Soophi out now...
to drink my coffee, to collect the leaves which are waiting for me
outside ... and to listen " because of you" by Kelly (My version)!

There are untouchable places inside...
Let's go there...

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Today the class was in our house
Candles, Narges flowers and love...

Saturday, December 16, 2006

I´ve taken as much as I´m willing to take


Robbie Williams...
I like him although so many don't!...
I know him from "Take That" group...
He got separated from the group and started his single works...
His lyrics in the songs are meaningful and i think deep... check this out:



From Tripping song:

When you think we´re lost we´re exploring
What you think is what you´re soon adoring
You don´t want the truth the truth is boring
ve got this fever, need to
Leave the house
Leave the car
Leave the bad men where they are
I leave a few shells in my gun
N´ its Got me staring at the sun....

I feel something deep inside...
Whispers to me...
Everything will be alright ...

Thanks to Paul .. my special friend...

Friday, December 15, 2006


Listen to each drop of rain
whispering secrets in vain,
frantically searching for someone to hear
their story before they hit ground.

You can do what you dream,
just remember to
"Listen to the Rain."


From: Evansecence

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Snow ... pouring down on me

reminds to me ... you

... who can melt all snows in my heart ...

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Today i took Soophi out...
I collected beautiful and colorful leaves from street...
I looked at each carefully ... then
Soophi jumped up to play with me and leaves... it was nice...
you know what... i love this season...

Have you ever had a dog who drink your breakfast bitter coffee? well, I introduce you ... miss
Soophi...!

Monday, December 11, 2006

یعنی من راه دیگری نمی شناسم

بودن برای هیچ مقصدی
هیچ نتیجه خاصی

مرسی وحید

Sunday, December 10, 2006


بودن ...
دم
سکوت
بازدم

راه دیگری وجود ندارد



برای ویران نکردن، بهترین کار فکر نکردن است

Friday, December 08, 2006

One of our french friends came to Iran to work in Iran Khodro...
He worked in Peugeot factory in Coventry.
Last night he told me despite of all bad news about Iran he is happy to made this decision. He looked into my eyes and told me:
You can be happy and fulfill your heart ... no matter where you are...

Today, Snow covering the beautiful mountain north of Tehran
I go for a walk with my songs... and buy some bread!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006






You fear that by forgiving, you approve of what happened

Monday, December 04, 2006


When your soul is virgin,


You trust others
You let them to love you
You find them innocent














Sunday, December 03, 2006





My Greatest wish for the two of you is that through the years your love for each other will so deepen and grow, that years from now you will look back on this day, your wedding day, as the day you loved each other the least.



Dedicated to Sheida and Mehrdad....


Wednesday, November 29, 2006















For so long since i came back, i was trying to fix the power cable of our Organ to practice piano
It was like a curse which i could not fix this cable that i just gave it up!
This morning i tried again and it worked!
Then i start playing basic notes...
I saw my mum's handwriting on the old piano sheets...

She was there with me...
It was her daughter Birthday ...
Where else you expect to find her?
Then we talked, had some coffee and now we are posting in my weblog...

Monday, November 27, 2006























































Where are you?

Which one you are living in?

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I do not care

who you are ...
where you are from
what you did

as long as you love me

Living happily is an art to learn

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Now that I know what I´m without you
You can´t just leave me
You can't

Sometimes i ask myself maybe this is just a dream






معصومیتی در تو بود که دیگر نیافتم
تولدت مبارک عزیرم

Friday, November 17, 2006












Cold weather tonight...
Nahal was driving...
Heater was on, with a nice song
I closed my eyes, i touched my thin legs.. it felt nice.... i am not chubby any more!
Then i looked at Nahal...
She was beautiful and happy

I felt my cells
All together trying to say something:

Thank You!

Saturday, November 11, 2006


Tonight i cried so much...
Don't ask me why...little yegi was sad...
... but i really enjoyed it

Let me explain the situation,
I was in the car... sneezing and coughing badly... heater was on and it was huge red light traffic line with a nice song (Indian) in my car... I just needed my tea ...
then i saw a driver who was disable...
I saw 2 happy kids with an addicted father walking in the street...

Oh by the way... God was there too

Friday, November 10, 2006















My throat used to be so sensitive and affected whenever i had cold..
I never sneeze or cough...
But now i wish to have more cough or sneeze...
And i guess i have now...
I don't want to be well soon
I like it!

It's more female type...

Thursday, November 09, 2006














Again... one of my best friend's wedding is on...
This song is for her, oops... sorry, for happy couple .. :p

...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPD3pGoWJrU

Sunday, November 05, 2006
















Today i went to my old self knowing gathering,
They play a nice relaxing music at the beginning of the session, lights off and only candles....
People who i missed them for one year...
Again i was between them...

All memories came back to me... i had very nice feeling... how can i describe to you? ... words are so weak to explain our feelings...
it was like coming back to home...
When i was very young girl i joined this group ... i was in love with every moment of my life...

This year is my 6th year in the class

During 6 years so many people passed by ...
Only those roots reached the water, survived...

Thursday, November 02, 2006












We have heard enough "do" & "don't"
Have you ever heard that voice deep inside? It never tells you what you must do It just tell you: I am here with you

Wednesday, November 01, 2006




Prostitute
: [to a Married woman] You are wholesailers. We are retailers.



From: "Ten"
by Kiarostami,

Monday, October 30, 2006

This is no ordinary love

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Tonight I went to a holy place (Emamzade Saleh)

I saw a woman... she hided her face with her scarf and was crying sadly... that i forgot my own request ...

I sat in a corner and tried to read some holy lines... at the same time i was listening to a song by "Enigma" with my mp3 player...
It was an interesting combination..I used to pray with this song ... then i looked at all these people who were praying in one direction... who are they talking to?
If i were God i would give them all they want...

Then i closed my eyes listening to my song and tasted the joy of i am one of the prayers also....

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Where is my little girl?
Is she ok?

Wednesday, October 18, 2006














I was in a friendly gathering last night,
The people you meet ... it isn't by chance, they have a message for you...
I met a girl there. She was great in everything...
Playing piano, charming, beautiful and happy...
My reaction was no jealousy nor envy...
I was not totally indifferent also...
That's why i was wondering what is my feeling...
What's going on in me... ?
The only respond i get;

whoever i am and whatever i do...

I just accept myself
I love my self, my life and my thoughts
I am observer...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

It's getting cold here...
I saw the fist tiny snow layers on the beautiful mountain North of Tehran.
The mountain talked to me when i went out for a walk near our home...
I lost the connection for so long...
I got so happy that i could heard its voice which says:

I am with you...



Also i know from my British friends now Coventry is getting so beautiful and cold.
Special thank to Paul to send me this photo from Memorial Park in Coventry.

Monday, October 16, 2006

The one who you love the most, is the one who hurt you the most ...

Monday, October 09, 2006

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

Saturday, October 07, 2006















Tonight I watched Grey's anatomy season 2 (2 last episodes) with Nahal
She has been improved in English and we worked so much to practice together each sentence in the movie.

For the first time after coming here i felt how nice is when we are together ...
It is difficult to reach that point though ...
I am working on it...

Oh i forgot to introduce our child: Miss Souphi!... she was sleeping beside us when we were watching and having tea...

Friday, October 06, 2006

21 grams

How much did you gain?
How much this 21 grams weight?

Thursday, October 05, 2006

My fav part (00:00 until 00:44)

Tuesday, October 03, 2006




















من صدایتان زدم در سکوت شب
تا نشانتان دهم جلال ماه را و بزرگی ستارگان را
اما شما از خوابتان پریدید
از ترس بر شمشیرهایتان دست بردید و فریاد برآوردید:
"دشمن کجاست؟ باید در آغاز، خونش را بریزیم"


...خ.جبران

Monday, October 02, 2006



In the movie "Crash",
The father give his daughter an invisible necklace from God which suppose to protect her...
Today again an angel reminded me i have this protection by my side.


Sometimes i forget...


" Daddy...I protect you"

Sunday, October 01, 2006

















So faithfully
Holding tight to every dream I thought
I can feel now in your eyes the changing way you look at me
Where's the love we knew would last us eternally

Saturday, September 30, 2006

















You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
Ive got so much more to give
This cant die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

I wanna love you forever
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna love you forever

Friday, September 22, 2006





تنها تو را دارم

Wednesday, September 20, 2006













Let's not waste our energy to judge, compare and blame people

Let's help people to have their own experience...
Let's give all, time to grow inside...

We are on the same path...

Tuesday, September 19, 2006













I have a strange feeling...


I am unsecure and unsure about my future but i feel safe...

It is new for me this kind of safe feeling

Who is it here just with my child inside?

I look up to the mountains
does my help come from there?


the one who watches over you, will not sleep...

Monday, September 11, 2006

I come back home,
Now; it's me, my room and my soul here
Same things... 1 year older...

Which of them has changed more?

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Misty dawn


Misty dawn
Originally uploaded by spikeydudeuk1983.

I left Warwick University on Friday...


Strange feeling ...



"Your real home is where your soul is decent"

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Church


Church Coventry
Originally uploaded by Yegi.
Tonight is the last night of my stay in Warwick campus.
I really miss here...
Specially, green fields behind lakeside and my jogging path with the song, "Rame" ....

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Reality?


Untitled-94
Originally uploaded by funyfat.
What is reality... ?

An insect used to come to my room all long nights when i was studying...it came to my room at nights and flying near the roof but tonight this little insect behaving strange.. it came near my table and sat on my dissertation paper.... (before, it just came to my room and stick to the roof)

I can either interpret:

.. it is like trying to tell me a messege at these last nights of my stay here... that ... "it is trying to tell me that he will miss me..."

or,

get annoyed and try to get rid of it....

Which you will choose?

Reality is one you choose to be real.

Monday, September 04, 2006

in his own world


.
Whenever you cry, a child inside you is crying ...
When you are happy, the child inside you is laughing ...
Take care of your child...
Remove the tears from old hurts... kiss the wounds

Saturday, September 02, 2006

She´s got it


She´s got it
Originally uploaded by Renata Baião.
Full of Fear
Full of Hope
Full of You

You are
My blood is in your blood
My breathe in your mouth