Saturday, December 26, 2009


مناجات با باران :

بزرگترین معجزه تو این هست که با اینکه قابل دیدن نیستی قرنهاست که میلیونها انسان تو را می جویند و تو را صدا می کنند ...

در این سوکت شب ... اینجا ... فقط من و تو هستیم و این نت های موسیقی ....
و این تپش قلب من ... و نفسهای من ....

یادمه یکبار داشتم اسکی می کردم توی پیست توچال ... وای عزیز دلم ...
وای ...

نوک قله بودم و سکوت بود و برف و من و تو ...
صدای بقیه شنیده نمیشد خوشبختانه ...

وای وای وای ... با باد داشتی بازی می کردی ... برفهای قله رو می فرستادی به سمت آسمون ... و من بهت زده داشتم تماشا میکردم ...

نمیدونم ...

امشب میخوام برای ایران دعا کنم ... برای مردم عزیزم
به قداست همون سکوت کوههای توچال زیبای ایران قسم میدم تو رو ....

کمکمون کن اون چیزی که در شان و لیاقت ایران و ایرانی بودن هست رو بدست بیاریم ...

الهی آمین ...

Thursday, December 24, 2009


A simple Thursday everning:

i need a good coffee now ...
listening to a very nice music ...


با همه عشقی که به این جهان دارم ... به این هستی دارم ... به این زندگی دارم ...
تو را در آغوش می کشم و می بوسم ...
نگاهت میکنم و
نگاه تو را هیچوقت از یاد نمی برم ...

این مستی و شیدایی را بینهایت دوست دارم ...
بینهایت ...

چقدر این آهنگ زیباست ....
چقدر ...




Wednesday, December 23, 2009


A misty rainy day:

Today something strange happened ...
I had to be out of office for few hours in the morning and add to that i had a terrible headache. I was searching to find an address and i was so desperate and tired!

nobody can give you a good address in this country everything is with signs! for example if you want to go to ministry of labour, the address is turn right before the next bridge! after a supermarket you will see a brown building!!! there is no names for streets for God sake!

anyway, i was lost in the road and the weather was foggy and rainy... I turned into a small alley beside the main road to ask the address from someone ... the small alley was so beautiful, very pretty houses and imagine with a rainy, foggy weather ...

i asked a guard from one of those beautiful villas and he didn't know it! I was so disappointed and my headache was killing me ... on the other hand i had to finish this task quickly and go back to office because the HR can not give permission more than two hours in a day! oh dear!!! .... stupid rules in big companies ...

when i was returning from that small alley, i heard the guardian voice, so i stopped and he came to me, he now remembers the address ...

suddenly, i found the ministry so easily, my headache was gone and i finished my job so quickly ... !

it was like a moment in that small alley and the coin flipped to its other side! really ... it was like an angel came to help me and everything were fixed ...!

I remember the song from Robbie Williams, "I am calling my angel" ... so today i called my angel ... he he ...

btw, i had Sushi for dinner and it was amazing ... (be yade Kourosh) ...
listening now to Saturday Afternoon Jazz ... where is my tea? ;)

Monday, December 21, 2009


Longest night of the year:

Life is very strange and challenges you in mysterious ways ...

Tonight is the longest night of the year, Iranian tradition is to gather at this night and read poems and eat lots of things like (nuts, watermelon and pomegranate)...

I am not alone ... God is here and my cat... and green tea with dates.. with of course special performance of Azam ali for us ...


Saturday, December 19, 2009


Christmas time in Kuwait:

Not so cold, enough to have a jacket and two heaters at home though!
any ways...

i can smell happiness of Christmas from here ...
full of snow streets and wearing winter gloves ...
oh dear ...

life is beautiful no matter where are you ...
no matter when it touches you ...
however, it matter who is with you ...

oh yes, sure it matters ...

this is my December ...

Friday, December 18, 2009

hmmm ...
I feel good now ...
i invited all my colleagues tonight to have dinner and watch a movie ... the one which is recently on cinema and it's horror movie, supposedly! ...

I cooked my stuff (an Iranian dish) cleaned my home, and having tea now...
it's a pleasant feeling... when you are ready and waiting for guests to arrive ...


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Smile at your beauty ...

you are so beautiful, no matter what they say ...
you are beautiful in every single way...

find your unique beauty...

:*

Sunday, December 13, 2009


We celebrate our success minutes alone ... so alone ...
we feel sad for our failures alone also ...
it's beautiful this independence honey...

this life we are creating is only for us ... solely...
and this is unbelievably much so beautiful ...


Friday, December 11, 2009



I love you ...


p.s. From God ...

Thursday, December 10, 2009


A beautiful rainy day ...

wow it's raining today ... beautiful Friday ...
well, it's my Azar month (my birthday month in Persian calender)! you except anything else? of course it is raining ...

Today early morning (well by early i mean 10:00 !!!) i went out to get cash, then i decided to buy a Costa coffee also for myself ...
Beautifuuuuuuuuuuul sea with singing birds at Marina ... and smell of coffee from cafes and of course a light sound of Jazz music was playing from Starbucks!

I always say that you should buy coffee from Costa and then go sit at Starbucks, cause unlike their coffees, they play very nice music! ...

:*

I kissed the rain drops on my face ...
I kissed all the rain drops on the sea ...
even the sea was so happy ... was dancing and singing loudly with the sands on the beach...

I love you ...



Tuesday, December 08, 2009

I believe in you ...
You are particularly unique...

You can shake this universe ... don't afraid of external limitations ...

remember, at any condition, ANY CONDITION (come on! don't tell me your condition is worse than a soldier in second world war!!!) , there exist a better thought, better feeling, better imaginations and better action that you can reach to it ...


do you know how many possibilities has been rejected that you are now breathing?
you are reading these sentences?

can you feel this?
ask yourself always ...
why me? why these thoughts? why here now at this time? ... what's going on?

what's really going on?


close your eyes ... you can see what's going on ...



Monday, December 07, 2009


We are living in our different universes ...

A British primary school girl is thinking about global warming...
Something which is not at all important for Persians specially today!

Dubai World CEO is thinking to restructure the debts and negotiate with creditors...

And a Brazilian teenager is happy that his football team has won today...

So who are you in this diverse scatter universes...
which star is yours?

or you prefer to be sky ...



Sunday, December 06, 2009


Sometimes presentations sent by email to me are very nice, i liked one of the slides saying:

I would prefer to be a honest failure than to be a corrupt success...

Isn't this beautiful? our society made us to grow up so perfectionist... i hate that ...
sometimes i wonder why i want to do everything so fast, so complete, so perfect, ... i hate the word "so"!

therefore, i started to change ... i told to myself don't dream a beautiful house or a good job! dream laughing and joy from bottom of your heart , dream laughing and enjoying with your beloved people... dream sleeping tight and fresh morning breeze ...

No matter where... no matter how ...

Ding Dung ...

Saturday, December 05, 2009

have a hot cup of tea with me...
my heater in the car is working finally! ... sometimes we make things for ourselves so difficult and our mind is an expert in it ... in making exaggeration ...

this heater thing was a good example ... when i took it to repair it took me only 5 minutes...

TV is showing life style in Himalaya ... it's amazing ... i wish i could live there for at least one year ...
add to the list my love! ... ;)

my cat is sleeping beside me ... oh she is so cute.... she keeps her privacy though ...

I like cold autumn nights ...

Friday, December 04, 2009



A beautiful day of my life ...

Listening to Dvorak Symphony No.9 in E minor, Op.95 ... wow a great piece ...
today was a good day ...i went for 2 hours jogging, let's not forget
the earl gray and hot coffee cake in between! and beside the fact that called to all people i know in Iran ... ;) ...
mother in law, father in law, khale Farzaneh
and
Mitra and Sheida (well the last two didn't answer their phone!)
after i did some shopping and came back home, then to gym and sona took shower there! ;D
the weather is getting cold and colder here ... yes it's cold in Kuwait ... swear to God i have heater now ... not one but two! ... as my stupid landlord says that "here?!?! in Kuwait?!?! you are cold?!?!? no i'm afraid we can't provide you heater ... nobody here is cold in this country !!"

Oh come on! all the shops are selling winter clothes here !! how come no body is cold in this country ...
anyway, i paid for the heaters ... stupid electrical heaters ... ;D
miss Haifa is sleeping now ... beside the heater ... yes .... vaaaaaaaaaaay .... jigaaaaaaar ... ;D
i'm having a green tea now with dark chocolate and perhaps dates...

today when i was walking beside the sea ... i was thinking ... oh i think too much .. but i learned to stop when it's going on the off sides ... or if I can't stop, i learned to just observe my thoughts coming in my sky like clouds where i am separated from these scatter clouds and thoughts ...

all of us in our lives have different fears and dark sides which we prefer to hide it and if it come up, we try so hard to push them down and shut them up ... now what about this solution:
kissing them ... yes .. hug and kiss your dark sides and fears ... love them... make fun of them and make fun of yourself ... laugh at your fears and love them ...

I have GOD TV, sometimes i watch it ... there is a woman speak in their seminars, she teach to the audience how to laugh at their fears, nagging parts and actually stupid ... !

most of the time we are so much scared of some situations that might happen at a very very
low probability...

come on take easy on yourself and laugh at yourself ...
love your stupid parts and fears ...
kiss your most scared parts and hug them so tight ... so tight ...



and be ghole yeki,

There is a place... so deep inside ... Calling you...
no worries, no lies, no losses, no judgements...


just loving you ...
just loving you...