Tuesday, June 30, 2009


I like to write something ... just something ... I don't know what to write ...
this is in fact a good sign ... you are OK, or happy for no reason ...
some nights ago I watched a program in Oprah,
A girl from Philippine sang a song named "If I wrote a note to God" in a way that my tears just went on and on ....

Seriously, if you could write a letter to the source of this Universe ... what do you start with ...?

my first sentence would be: "I love you" ...

listen to this song ... here is the lyrics ... you will know what I mean ...


If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world
I'd say I'd say I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say I'd say I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No)We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God

Saturday, June 27, 2009


When you feel, you have stuck in your life ... or you are cycling a fake round .. be sure it's time for you to change ... to change your ideas, thoughts and mental framework...

It's like playing a note in a song out of the composed order ...

Be sure for every problem there should be a good solution ...
Be sure, I promise you ...

I am writing for you after 4-5 days suffering from migraine... and just tonight about an hour ago i felt my headache has completely gone... you can't imagine what is the joy after you feel no headaches, no beating in you head ... oh .. my ... God ... it's like you have reborn again ...

I promise you, if you let things go and give them up ... you will end up seeing your self surfing in a a blue ocean where the wind is touching you hairs so gently and the sun ...

the sun warms your whole soul ... whole "You"

If you are healthy and you are reading my weblog, you have all tools to reach to your dreams ...

You have it all ...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Gladiator

خدایا به ایران کمک کن ...
به عشق ... به آزادی ... به ایران ...
 
کمک کن ...
 
به کوههای ایران کمک کن ...
 
 
حال عجیبی هستم امروز ...

Friday, June 19, 2009




...
انسان تمام نمیشود....
عشق ... صداقت ... پاکی... احترام ... تمام نمیشود
آروم باش عزیزم ...
آروم باش عزیز دلم ...

او اینجاست ...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


It's midnight ... and I've got cold ...
today did not go to work, same tomorrow ... hah...
what a great pleasure for Yeganeh... of course i have some jealousy around ... ;) ... like my dear husband ... ;D ... he got jealous of me only under two conditions; 1- sleeping more than him 2- not going to work while he is at work! .... ;D

Ms. Dianne Reeves is singing for me now ...


Today i cooked fish with vegetable rice ... then i treat myself having chocolate biscuits with tea of course...

That day, i went to a bookshop, sat there .... spent a very useful time in the philosophy section , read some of their books, bought a simple one, came out ... heading to a cafe , sitting there, reading news paper and my new book, and did also some photography... after Kourosh picked up me and we had lunch together ...

I am sure i will miss my lonely days and quiet nights later... but pls remember, you only can enjoy from both sides when you have both ... each alone would be boring ... and this is true about everything in our life ... the art is to balance ... is to dance on the equilibruim of the life ...



Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Smooth classic at six


Listening to classic fm smooth classic ...
It's 10:14 at night ...

I feel so good now ... at this moment ...
I am happy from inside, tired though ...
like someone wants to rest after a long run ...
which it feels good ...

I am learning how to live, be and speak as a woman ...
A woman ... passionate, patient, and proud.

Monday, June 01, 2009


هر وقت دلت از خودت خیلی گرفته ... برای بقیه دعا کن
برای همه کسانی که می شناسی ... دوستشون داری ... دوستشون نداری

برای همه شون دعا کن ... از ته دل ت ...

براشون آرامش بخواه ... بهش بگو من نمیدونم ... من میخوام ازت ...


بعدش حس بهتری داری ... خیلی بهتر ... چون داشتی برای خودت دعا میکردی ....
همه ما در نهایت یکی هستیم ... امکان نداره بتونیم تنهایی بهشت رو بسازیم ... امکان نداره ... بارها امتحان کردم