Wednesday, November 29, 2006















For so long since i came back, i was trying to fix the power cable of our Organ to practice piano
It was like a curse which i could not fix this cable that i just gave it up!
This morning i tried again and it worked!
Then i start playing basic notes...
I saw my mum's handwriting on the old piano sheets...

She was there with me...
It was her daughter Birthday ...
Where else you expect to find her?
Then we talked, had some coffee and now we are posting in my weblog...

Monday, November 27, 2006























































Where are you?

Which one you are living in?

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I do not care

who you are ...
where you are from
what you did

as long as you love me

Living happily is an art to learn

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Now that I know what I´m without you
You can´t just leave me
You can't

Sometimes i ask myself maybe this is just a dream






معصومیتی در تو بود که دیگر نیافتم
تولدت مبارک عزیرم

Friday, November 17, 2006












Cold weather tonight...
Nahal was driving...
Heater was on, with a nice song
I closed my eyes, i touched my thin legs.. it felt nice.... i am not chubby any more!
Then i looked at Nahal...
She was beautiful and happy

I felt my cells
All together trying to say something:

Thank You!

Saturday, November 11, 2006


Tonight i cried so much...
Don't ask me why...little yegi was sad...
... but i really enjoyed it

Let me explain the situation,
I was in the car... sneezing and coughing badly... heater was on and it was huge red light traffic line with a nice song (Indian) in my car... I just needed my tea ...
then i saw a driver who was disable...
I saw 2 happy kids with an addicted father walking in the street...

Oh by the way... God was there too

Friday, November 10, 2006















My throat used to be so sensitive and affected whenever i had cold..
I never sneeze or cough...
But now i wish to have more cough or sneeze...
And i guess i have now...
I don't want to be well soon
I like it!

It's more female type...

Thursday, November 09, 2006














Again... one of my best friend's wedding is on...
This song is for her, oops... sorry, for happy couple .. :p

...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPD3pGoWJrU

Sunday, November 05, 2006
















Today i went to my old self knowing gathering,
They play a nice relaxing music at the beginning of the session, lights off and only candles....
People who i missed them for one year...
Again i was between them...

All memories came back to me... i had very nice feeling... how can i describe to you? ... words are so weak to explain our feelings...
it was like coming back to home...
When i was very young girl i joined this group ... i was in love with every moment of my life...

This year is my 6th year in the class

During 6 years so many people passed by ...
Only those roots reached the water, survived...

Thursday, November 02, 2006












We have heard enough "do" & "don't"
Have you ever heard that voice deep inside? It never tells you what you must do It just tell you: I am here with you

Wednesday, November 01, 2006




Prostitute
: [to a Married woman] You are wholesailers. We are retailers.



From: "Ten"
by Kiarostami,