Saturday, November 29, 2008


این فصل فصل من هست ... این ماه ...
بارون و برگ و پاییز ...
همه چیز در حال تغییر هست ...
دیوونه شدن ... شوریده و شیدا ...

اگر می دونستم توی بیست و هشت سالگی ام تو در کنارم خواهی بود ... سالهای قبل ... شب تولدم اینقدر اشک نمی ریختم

کمتر نگران می زیستم
چشمهام رو می بستم و از بارون شبهای هشتم آذر نهایت لذت رو می بردم

از تبریکها و جمع شدن همه ، کنارم احساس دلتنگی بیشتر نمی کردم
حس میکردم همه شون پیام می دند به من که آدمهای اصلی کنار تو نیستند ...

با تو ...
یاد گرفتم گرچه آنها نیستند ولی
ما هستیم ...

عشق هست
زندگی هست
باران هست

آذر هست

دوستت دارم

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


The initial point of Big Bang which we may say it is a spontaneous creation out of nothing... that "nothingness" ...

what is that nothingness?

from Nothingness to something ....
from space of two breathes to inhale and exhale ...
from yin to yang ...

we have to find our Tao ...
what is your Tao?

Tao means all equilibrium points in an dynamic evolution ...
In every minute, every day you find your new equilibrium point ...

Then if finding your Tao would be along with your partner Tao,

You could conquer the universe ....

Friday, November 14, 2008


This is my November ...
this is my time of the year
this is my November...
this is my rain covered home ...

I'm coming home ...


Sunday, November 09, 2008



تو رو با هیچ استدلالی نتوانستم ثابت کنم ...









جز اینکه عاشقانه با تو هستم
خدای عزیزم
عاشقانه ...
جز این مدرکی بیش ندارم ...
و تو ...
می دونی من چقدر باران رو دوست دارم ...
روز خواستگاری من در ماه مرداد ...
در آن روز تو نیز مدرکی بیش از "باریدن باران" برای من نداشتی ...

دوستت دارم

Saturday, November 08, 2008


How far you dare to see yourself from now, current position to your future achievements?
how much you feel you deserve to give your best shot to life? to this universe ... ?

The whole universe is waiting for you ...

is waiting for your best shot .. best "You" ...
better "You" ... new "You" flee from all past and old thoughts ...
we are humans who can change everything we want to ...
we have power to change ourselves, the whole universe ..
the moment you start breathing with that power ... you are something else .. you are something else ...
the whole universe goes around you ... revolve around because of you ...
be ambitious ... yes... dare to dream high ... so high ...
i

will

guarantee ...

:)

Tuesday, November 04, 2008





















He wanted to buy a growing plant ... a small one ...
i asked him
- what for?
- it's mine ... i want to buy it for my self ...
- where do you wanna keep it?
- in your house ....

....

A table ... simple table .. white
he was installing it in my room ... near my bed
then he sat there ... on the chair ... opened the window of my room ... working with his file in laptop... i laid down on the bed ... the wind coming into the room .... i started watching him ...
he was busy working with his files ... and i was busy watching him ...

i slept and had a dream of "nothingness"

....


Four white roses ... i talked to them .. kissed them every night ...
i bought them for him ... i wanted make the house nice with the roses ...
... it's 3 days that he left here ...

the flowers are still on the table... they are flourished ...

.....

We went out for a coffee ... our table was on the sea ....

.....

Today morning he woke me up one hour sooner than usual time by mistake ...
i went to have my breakfast at Costa ...
i saw a Dolphin in the sea beside the road i was driving ...
i reached to Costa ... and shared my breakfast with birds ...

....


i love my house ... now ...

Sunday, November 02, 2008

My radio is on ... Mr. Vivaldi with his flute concerto In D major ...
today it rained here ... cloudy sky above the blue sea ...
I went to buy bread from "Paul" for my dinner...