Deep Inside

A beautiful day of my life ...

Listening to Dvorak Symphony No.9 in E minor, Op.95 ... wow a great piece ...

today was a good day ...i went for 2 hours jogging, let's not forget

the earl gray and hot coffee cake in between! and beside the fact that called to all people i know in Iran ... ;) ...

mother in law, father in law, khale Farzaneh

and

Mitra and Sheida (well the last two didn't answer their phone!)

after i did some shopping and came back home, then to gym and sona took shower there! ;D

the weather is getting cold and colder here ... yes it's cold in Kuwait ... swear to God i have heater now ... not one but two! ... as my stupid landlord says that "here?!?! in Kuwait?!?! you are cold?!?!? no i'm afraid we can't provide you heater ... nobody here is cold in this country !!"

Oh come on! all the shops are selling winter clothes here !! how come no body is cold in this country ...

anyway, i paid for the heaters ... stupid electrical heaters ... ;D

miss Haifa is sleeping now ... beside the heater ... yes .... vaaaaaaaaaaay .... jigaaaaaaar ... ;D

i'm having a green tea now with dark chocolate and perhaps dates...

today when i was walking beside the sea ... i was thinking ... oh i think too much .. but i learned to stop when it's going on the off sides ... or if I can't stop, i learned to just observe my thoughts coming in my sky like clouds where i am separated from these scatter clouds and thoughts ...

all of us in our lives have different fears and dark sides which we prefer to hide it and if it come up, we try so hard to push them down and shut them up ... now what about this solution:

kissing them ... yes .. hug and kiss your dark sides and fears ... love them... make fun of them and make fun of yourself ... laugh at your fears and love them ...

I have GOD TV, sometimes i watch it ... there is a woman speak in their seminars, she teach to the audience how to laugh at their fears, nagging parts and actually stupid ... !

most of the time we are so much scared of some situations that might happen at a very very

low probability...

come on take easy on yourself and laugh at yourself ...

love your stupid parts and fears ...

kiss your most scared parts and hug them so tight ... so tight ...

and be ghole yeki,

There is a place... so deep inside ... Calling you...
no worries, no lies, no losses, no judgements...


just loving you ...
just loving you...